newsbug Posted June 1, 2013 Posted June 1, 2013 I'm actually doing okayish, but it's in the back of my mind and kind of keeps punching through. I'm about to go spend the day with my family and hopefully that will keep me busy enough that I won't think about it too much. My cousin who was supposed to be my brides maid had to put her dog down today and that's just so sad...but I know she can't be there for me today as a shoulder. Which is okay because I have to be there for her which is helping keep my brain busy. I haven't had any contact with him besides a couple of facebook peeks since about a week after he left me for another girl. It will be four months on the 11th of June. I'm still so heartbroken and I think about him all of the time, but I'm of course getting a bit better too. I don't cry everyday anymore. Maybe just once a week. I battle with wondering if I should email him almost on a daily basis though. I've been dreading this day for the whole four months so I'm kind of glad it will be gone soon. I wonder if he knows what today is? I'm sad but I have to put on my happy face and act like everything is normal. Sorry for the ramble...I just was needing to get some junk out.
maturityassets Posted June 1, 2013 Posted June 1, 2013 I'm actually doing okayish, but it's in the back of my mind and kind of keeps punching through. I'm about to go spend the day with my family and hopefully that will keep me busy enough that I won't think about it too much. My cousin who was supposed to be my brides maid had to put her dog down today and that's just so sad...but I know she can't be there for me today as a shoulder. Which is okay because I have to be there for her which is helping keep my brain busy. I haven't had any contact with him besides a couple of facebook peeks since about a week after he left me for another girl. It will be four months on the 11th of June. I'm still so heartbroken and I think about him all of the time, but I'm of course getting a bit better too. I don't cry everyday anymore. Maybe just once a week. I battle with wondering if I should email him almost on a daily basis though. I've been dreading this day for the whole four months so I'm kind of glad it will be gone soon. I wonder if he knows what today is? I'm sad but I have to put on my happy face and act like everything is normal. Sorry for the ramble...I just was needing to get some junk out. That really sucks, has to be heart breaking. But you must be really strong if you are able to handle all of this ok. Today is just the symbolic end of it all, you get to move on from it all. Now after today, there will be no upcoming specific date or event to have you dwell or linger on since the break up. I'm sure today and the next few days will be tough since it could have all been different but none of this is your fault. Be there for your friend. Not only will you make her feel better but you will feel better about yourself. You are able to look beyond the grief of this day and be a selfless person. It says a lot about you and its all positive. Best of luck =) 1
Author newsbug Posted June 1, 2013 Author Posted June 1, 2013 Thank you. That was very nice to say. And I do feel a lot stronger now than I did when it happened.
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