One hour off my mind!

[turnerik]

So if you have read my previous posts, you will know what kind of stress I'm going thru because of my ex. Well last night working 3rd shift at about 1 AM I was looking on the internet, and planning my next trip up north. ( I usually go up there when I have 3 days off, and drink the pain away) So I was going to do the same thing next weekend, but then I remembered I have always wanted to camp in the wilderness by myself and just be secluded. So I went online and started looking at stuff to bring, and I went and bought myself a 2 person raft off of Ebay to get me back and forth across the river. A little over an hour had passed, and I hadn't thought of her. Then I realized that and just started smiling. She is always, and I mean ALWAYS on my mind. I couldn't go more than 2 minutes without thinking about her, and here I am at 2 AM and she wasn't on my mind for a whole hour. It may not seem like much to you, but I felt so good. I'm even more excited to go up there now. Going to bring a tent, a fishing pole, a lantern, a blow up mattress, a raft, and some snacks, and sleep out in the wild for two days. I know this might not mean anything to anyone else, but I just had to share my little excitement I had on this forum!