Is it possible to get him back?

[SimonaG]

Hello, my name is Simona I went through the break-up about 5 months ago, he dumped me, it was very hard to me, as a person I become very affectionate then I am in relationship.Although the relationship lasted less then a half year, we spent together a long time firstly by being friends. He liked me very much, showed his attention, and said im his dream girl, but I was hard to get. After some time I get attached and something between us begun.I was his first girl. But as I say in the relationship I am very affectionate, I become desperate If I feel someone doesnt show attention I need. There vere some issues I know now I did wrong, whenever I just needed to be calm and dont panic.

So, The reasons for the breakup as you frequently hear: I dont know now that I want, its better for me to be not in the relationship, he became confused,seemed like he himself doesnt know whats happening with him. and by hearing this I of course become needy and desperate. And finally I let him go. I didnt begged. He wanted to be friends with me, by saying he would not feel by loosing a very GOOD and COOL friend.(The thing, is that we studying in the same university, and we see each other often quite, so we cant avoid each other, we have same friends). After all, I was still desperate, because it was too hard for me to let him delifanetly go, i contacted him several times from time to time, when, one time I become so needy, that I just contacted him by showing all my emotions and saying how bad I feel, how I dont know what is going with me. I just wanted to talk, I know it was wrong, now i know. I should give him space. And after this, I gave up. I didnt contacted him anymore. After month he contacted me first, by asking simple questions, it was a very brief contact. After some several months,when i felt moved on with my life, he contacted me again, by wanting to know about what im doing, how am I, we talked very nicely, because I standed still, i didnt menshion anything about past(just released some good memories). However, when there was our university party, we were a little drunk, And i came to speak to him, simply by asking (I was moved on) maybe there was some things wrong with me, and i would like to know it just because I would dosame things in the future( i mean with other guys) he answer same things: its not your fault, its all about me, because i dont know what i want, i dont know whats my purpose of life and so on. But he said (contrary as he wanted) that its impossible to be friends.

After some time, was my birthday, he contacted me, congradulated me, and again made some contact, a little talking about his own issues, asked my advice on of them. And when i celebrated my birtday after some days, i was in a club with my friends(they were my ex's groupmates) he a little drunk to the club ( i didnt invited him, but hew knew i was there). I was also little drunk, he huged me saying the best wishes, we danced as old good times. and there were also another guy in the club, who I danced with (dispite my ex was there - but what? He dumped me, we werent a couple anymore I could do anything i want). Then I felt he was feeling uncomfortable. That night we also started the conversations, I dont remember everyting, But i remember he saying that HE is not prepared for the relationship, when he will be prepared he eill be prepared. something like that, he came because he respect me and he doesnt have any bad against me. When we were going home and catched the taxi, I thought we will friendly kiss to the cheeck, But he kissed me into lips. After all that, I Got confused.Feelings revived. Why does he doing this?