Just a quick rant

[mfleck91]

I have a few things that I need to rant about and get off my chest.

 

Why is it that when we are wronged by the person we love, whether they cheat or lie and leave us, we still fill our minds with thoughts of them? Why are we the ones trying to salvage the relationship and fight with everything we have?

 

Shouldn't they be the ones apologizing and trying to make things right again? We try to contact them and many of us never get answers, when really they should be the ones trying to talk to us and asking for our forgiveness. Why do we waste so much time caring for someone who doesn't care about us and why is it so difficult for us to let go when it seems so easy for them?

 

Now to a more personal rant. My ex appears to be going steady with the guy she left me for. It's been 3 months so its no longer just a rebound. It's disgusting, everyone knows she's dating the guy she left me for/was unfaithful with. Why would you want to have that stigma in your relationship? Not only that but it's like further insulting me by staying with him. It just doesn't make any sense.

 

I'm currently applying for the Air Force. It's an exhausting process and in nervous and terrified about my future. I can't help but wish I had her here to support me through it all, it would make it a whole lot easier.