heartbroken1357 Posted May 28, 2013 Posted May 28, 2013 So go back a 11 month's I'd just come back from holiday and my GF of two years left me out of the blue for a so called "friend" of mine, I went through depression, i wrote on here (you can look at the posts)... it was the worst experience of my life full stop! I was pining for her for weeks, months and started to accept what happened and that there was sweet feck all i could do to change the way things have gone. October 2013, 3 1/2 month's after the break up and times i was thinking I couldn't ever be with anyone again, or replace her and i meet my current girlfriend, and now 7 months have FLOWN by, The problem is i don't know if i LOVE her, she's friggin amazing, like in every way I have my life back, i can have friends of the opposite sex, we work opposite shifts so, we get time apart but quality time together too, her family are nice and laid back, and she's stunning and 10x better then my ex in terms of sex and romance, yet now i start finding myself pining for my ex again, was this/is this a rebound? I just don't understand it, i admit i miss my ex a hell of a lot, but she was an absolute C**T too me, the problem is i thought i had moved on, and well I'm with someone, but i find myself thinking of my ex EVERYDAY, EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN DAY, and it drives me insane! and the weirdest thing is, me and my New GF bumped into them about a week ago at Mcdonalds, I made no eye contact no acknowledgment, and then the same night my ex GF added my Current GF on Facebook, I mean what the hell? This girl I'm with now really is beautiful and the chemistry is amazing, but I'm not feeling satisfied or the love i did with my ex, am i being selfish? am i not over my ex? or did my ex just destroy part of me that i will never be able to share with anyone again? I hate this feeling...
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