Kristopher1 Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 Now then, how are you all today? I've just come back from my run, and I'm absolutely exhausted! I have a huge amount of Uni work to hand in next week so I'm busy as hell! However every few hours I still think about my ex and thus go into my own little world for a few minutes, then......back to work! How was your day my fellow NCers!?
LoveB86 Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 Just got done researching a getaway trip to San Diego in the new couple of weeks. My place is nice and clean. About to go run and oh my head is constantly thinking of my ex and how happy he probably is in his 2 month relationship with her. No matter what I do, he creeps into my thoughts.. *sighs*
Giha Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 I was doing really well last week (relatively), but the weekend really did it for me... I dreamed about her a few nights in a row and it just kills. I had a little break down this morning but nothing too major. I think I can get back on track now. I just hope the dreams stop.
LoveB86 Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 Oh, last night I got hot glue from an decoration that my mom was making that spilled on my leg and burned (third degree burn) my skin off about 3 inches wide. Was rushed to the hospital last night and now I got a permanent burn/scar on my leg with no skin. There goes my comfort level of wearing dresses, skirts, and bikinis. Now I am scarred for life. My life just hates me everyday.
Author Kristopher1 Posted May 26, 2013 Author Posted May 26, 2013 Oh, last night I got hot glue from an decoration that my mom was making that spilled on my leg and burned (third degree burn) my skin off about 3 inches wide. Was rushed to the hospital last night and now I got a permanent burn/scar on my leg with no skin. There goes my comfort level of wearing dresses, skirts, and bikinis. Now I am scarred for life. My life just hates me everyday. Ouch! That doesn't sound pleasant! Well, at least you're going to Sandiego....I'm stuck in Scotland!
LoveB86 Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 It sucks, but the saying that pops in my head is "Life goes on!!" ugh I cringe hearing it, oh well, now someone, somewhere in my life will now have to fall in love with me and my burned leg. Heh..
Author Kristopher1 Posted May 26, 2013 Author Posted May 26, 2013 I'm sure the person who does love you won't give two thoughts about your burned leg! I wouldn't anyway. Yeah, moving on time, it sucks, it hurts but I've done all I can now, no more chasing for me.
LoveB86 Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 I'm sure the person who does love you won't give two thoughts about your burned leg! I wouldn't anyway. Yeah, moving on time, it sucks, it hurts but I've done all I can now, no more chasing for me. Agreed.. Sad Sad day for me right now. I just cried about everything just now. I can't seem to get out of my room. How are you feeling at this moment?
Author Kristopher1 Posted May 26, 2013 Author Posted May 26, 2013 (edited) Agreed.. Sad Sad day for me right now. I just cried about everything just now. I can't seem to get out of my room. How are you feeling at this moment? :( Don't cry, I know it sucks! How do I feel at this moment? Just thinking of the last message I received from my ex: "my darling, I want us to be together but I can't say how I feel right now because I'm in the middle of my difficult exams, which I'm not even prepared for! I have so much work to do so I'm not around much, that's why now isn't the best time because I'll just get distracted. If I tell you how I feel now, you will be upset, you will say to yourself look, she said she wants us to be together and she's not even around. You will assume I don't want to be with you" Haven't received a message since. I think if she really cared for me, she would tell me how she felt. I've lost count now oddly enough, but I think I'm just over two weeks NC. How do I feel? I don't feel anything at the moment, like you I'm saddened! I do know however, someone who will truly love me won't ever put me in this situation, nor put you in the situation you're in, or anyone else here. Edited May 26, 2013 by Kristopher1
Tdog123 Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 Well for me, its my ex's birthday today and i feel really sad that im not the one spending it with her, instead its her new boyfriend.... such a shame i havent even had the chance to wish her happy birthday yet... oh well.
avelonia2013 Posted May 26, 2013 Posted May 26, 2013 Once I stopped wallowing in sadness and started focusing on what I should be doing instead good things started to happen! Ha! 1
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