TaraMaiden Posted May 31, 2013 Posted May 31, 2013 ...or? Or 'lather, rinse, repeat.' And keep putting your heart through the shredder. If that's what you're prepared to do... *shrug* It's your heart.
Author Compromize Posted May 31, 2013 Author Posted May 31, 2013 Well she asked me to take it slow now (yeah I know) and give her some more time to find some strength in herself before giving it another shot. She doesn't know how long that will take. I told her I would give her some time and back off. We haven't talked since then. She is basicallyNC on me. She did start to mention that she gets anxious if she doesn't hear from me for a while. Not sure what that meant in regards to us. I know that giving someone time most of the time turns into letting them go or them letting you go out them finding someone else while they are taking this time. I am not ready to give up on her and I. I will continue to wait and work on myself and live my life. If she doesn't ever come back and I never hear from her, I hope she finds her happiness. I won't come back and report unless we are truly back together or truly done. I need to focus my energy on myself anyway.
Author Compromize Posted June 21, 2013 Author Posted June 21, 2013 (edited) I promised I wouldn't be back to report unless one of two things had happened, either we got back together or I decided I was truly done with trying to get her back. I'm back to report that it's the latter. She seriously cut me down and pushed me away for the last time 3 weeks ago. I did the right thing and met her in person to tell her that it would truly never work between us and I had to do the right thing and let her truly go. She did not take it well and showed up at my house shortly after our talk and didn't want to accept my decision. She has continued to try to contact me and get me back. The roles have been reversed. I have continued to stay NC after my decision. Love does not conquer all. It takes real commitment and trust and not running away when things get tough. We didn't have this so we failed each other. Thank you all again for your support over these long months. Edited June 21, 2013 by Compromize
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