Dadremblvin Posted May 24, 2013 Posted May 24, 2013 Ok, so I joined LS a while ago but haven't posted much. I would just like to hear what others have to say about this. I think it will be comforting or cathartic, either is fine by me. Anyhow, my history is 4 year relationship, engaged, living together, looking at houses to buy...I won't bore you with the details but in January on a Saturday afternoon he gets up off the couch, after I ask him what he wants to do until we hear from the real estate agent, and says "I'm moving out! My friend is waiting outside to help me pack!" I have been in counseling since, I felt like I was progressing, to some extent, but this evening on my way home from a "Meetup.com" group at 9:45pm I see this person jogging on the sidewalk in front of the park near my house. Something tells me it is him even though I can't really see, It's Dark! I turn into the parking lot of the park and there is his car. The thing is, he moved 45 minutes away, to an apartment with 3 men. WTF!?Please, I know I shouldn't care but why is he driving 45 min. to jog at the park next to my apartment? Btw, I have been NC with him since 3 weeks after the break up. I only spoke with him to give him his belongings and on one occasion I brought him medicine because he texted he was very sick...I know I shouldn't have done that. But until tonight it has been 17 days straight NC. So, what do you think? Be harsh I can take it!
aisuru Posted May 24, 2013 Posted May 24, 2013 There is no explaining. You can't analyze. What you can do is take care of yourself.
Author Dadremblvin Posted May 24, 2013 Author Posted May 24, 2013 I know you are right. It is so hard to care about yourself, when all you have done is care for another person for 4 years...I am weak and struggling to get out of this sad, sorry situation...just finding it hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am starting to think my counselor is sick of hearing me...
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