My sad story. Read and analyze if you want, I'm open for suggestions

[Silly Girl924]

4 years ago he asked me to be his girlfriend the day after my bffs funeral. I told him a week later I'd love to be his gf. A month later, my bffs dad killed himself. I broke it off with my new bf because I couldn't handle that much, I was too damn depressed. I tried to get with that kid because the true love of my life kissed a girl in front of me knowing exactly how I felt about him. I was 16, my "bf" was 16 and the love of my life was 18 about to to go school in vt.

 

My true love begged me to go to school in vt when I graduated college, and even though I went out with the other boy again, I did go to school in vt cuz I thought me and my true love would end up together.

 

I ended up dating the first bf, I really loved him so much. We were in LDR for 2 years while I was in vt, my true loves wish. Last year, my bfs mom passed away. What did I do? Since I was crazy in love with my bf, I transferred schools, back to our hometown.

 

What happened? He took me for granted, treated me like I was his mom. My whole year at this new school, we broke up and got back together about 6 times in the matter of 9 months. Now he's smoking percocet, crack, and getting drunk all day everyday. The last time we talked to eachother, it was him saying "I'm done. I love you and I always will but idk wat to do I've been hanging out with someone else lately. I wish you the best." His new "gf" is the crazy slut of our town. I'm writing threads on this website. I'm doing alright, although I hope he regrets loosing me.

 

Everything will be ok.

[aisuru]

He's a loser. He's too busy hiding from life to regret losing you.

 

Time to accept that you're better off without him. Tough love.

[Silly Girl924]

Went from HS in MA to college in VT and my ex dumped me through text message. A month and a half of NC

[Silly Girl924]

Agreed. I'd never ever get back with him, I'm doin ok, just coping. I like explaining my story to cope to people who might respond. Thank you

[aisuru]

You know he's a loser. You've posted several posts about him and his current state of activities.

 

Why do you care about what he's doing? He obviously doesn't care about you.

 

It's tough to hear, but you must move on. You know this.

Edited May 24, 2013 by aisuru

[crazy1234]

4 years ago he asked me to be his girlfriend the day after my bffs funeral. I told him a week later I'd love to be his gf. A month later, my bffs dad killed himself. I broke it off with my new bf because I couldn't handle that much, I was too damn depressed. I tried to get with that kid because the true love of my life kissed a girl in front of me knowing exactly how I felt about him. I was 16, my "bf" was 16 and the love of my life was 18 about to to go school in vt.

 

My true love begged me to go to school in vt when I graduated college, and even though I went out with the other boy again, I did go to school in vt cuz I thought me and my true love would end up together.

 

I ended up dating the first bf, I really loved him so much. We were in LDR for 2 years while I was in vt, my true loves wish. Last year, my bfs mom passed away. What did I do? Since I was crazy in love with my bf, I transferred schools, back to our hometown.

 

What happened? He took me for granted, treated me like I was his mom. My whole year at this new school, we broke up and got back together about 6 times in the matter of 9 months. Now he's smoking percocet, crack, and getting drunk all day everyday. The last time we talked to eachother, it was him saying "I'm done. I love you and I always will but idk wat to do I've been hanging out with someone else lately. I wish you the best." His new "gf" is the crazy slut of our town. I'm writing threads on this website. I'm doing alright, although I hope he regrets loosing me.

 

Everything will be ok.

Rest assured he will see it someday..and even if doesnt..lets be pratical here even though i know its not the right time..bt just stay mentally prepared that even if eh doesnt..u'll have nothing to give him anymore..he did what he had too..my ex did something similar..left me cause someone all of a sudden sugary just drops in his life..lol..its going to be okay..We'r all going to be okay..

[Silly Girl924]

Thanks again! Just looking for the reinforcement. It's just kinda hard cuz I'm hearing new things once or twice a week, not even looking for things to hear. I'm doing alright, just feeling bad and love this website