iouaname Posted May 24, 2013 Posted May 24, 2013 I feel like such crap tonight. My ex is seeing someone new - good for him. Truthfully, I am happy for him. That's not the problem. After I found out about him seeing someone else, I got a little sad for myself. I have just been having such a hard time: anxiety and depression, and medication which is making me feel numb or loopy, isolation from friends and family for a variety of factors, of course the feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness attached to the breakup... it's just been an all-around crap year for me. So, I got in touch with a friend and just kind of talked to him about things. I just needed someone to talk to. Almost immediately - I get an email from my ex that is all of this lovely fluff about how much he still cares for me. The email was a direct result of the friend going to my ex to tell him that he was worried about me and that I might hurt myself. It's just left me feeling even worse. I purposely left my ex out of it. I don't want him to know how I'm doing, and I trusted this person to not go and tell him. And now my ex contacts me - not because he cares about me or wants me in his life - but because he thinks I'm going to hurt myself and does not want to feel guilty about it. It's embarrassing. I feel so pitiful. I just wanted someone to lean on for a second...
aisuru Posted May 24, 2013 Posted May 24, 2013 Ugh, I'm sorry. I would be annoyed and hurt in your shoes as well.
mtnbiker3000 Posted May 24, 2013 Posted May 24, 2013 Oh... That sucks so bad. I feel ya. I too am having a rough couple of days... My own mind doing me in Sorry about what happened. Guess you have to be careful about who ya talk to... Remember, you always have us here on LS. Tell us the story 100 times. It's OK. And we won't tell the ex... 1
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