bitterruin Posted May 14, 2013 Posted May 14, 2013 Today would have been another year since we started our relationship, and it's strange because last year we both forgot about it and this year it was the first thing in my mind this morning. I'd been anticipating this day for weeks because I knew it'd be dreadful. I'm feeling OK though. He emailed me yesterday telling me that he hopes one day we can be friends though not yet, since he's not completely over me. I didn't respond because I'm fine without him, I don't need him in my life, not as a friend, not as a lover, not ever. He was a good friend to me once upon a time and I did love him but I have other good friends too and I don't think I ever want him there again. He was a big part of my life for the last five years and it's scary that I have to face the next five years without him but I'm fine with that. If anything I'm excited to see where life takes me next.
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