BLS Posted May 12, 2013 Posted May 12, 2013 Almost 1 full month NC out of a 2.5 year relationship. I have good and bad days, weird days with good and bad hours. Sometimes I think of her 15 times in one day, others about 5. Last night I had a dream where I called my ex, met up with her and kissed her again. In my dream there was always some sort of obstacle keeping me from finishing the conversation which I'd have to overcome. I'm not really trying to psychoanalyze the dream, rather I am stuck dealing with the after effects. This is the first dream of her in about a week and a half (huge improvement, it used to be every night). Today, I feel like ****. I can already tell this is going to be a rough day. I am already upset that none of my buddies gave me a call this weekend to hang out and I've been consistently blown off by my best friend this week. I've talked to new girls and none of them seem too interested. This is the icing on the cake. How can I cope with these dreams and incredibly lonely days?
Zammo25 Posted May 12, 2013 Posted May 12, 2013 I dream't of the ex twice in the last week and we split up over a year ago ! Go figure.
Zammo25 Posted May 12, 2013 Posted May 12, 2013 The last one, we found each other again, had a passionate kiss and then I woke up. It felt real for a fleeting moment until reality kicked in. That was a real bastard.
Author BLS Posted May 12, 2013 Author Posted May 12, 2013 The last one, we found each other again, had a passionate kiss and then I woke up. It felt real for a fleeting moment until reality kicked in. That was a real bastard. It REALLY ****s with your mind.
1908 Posted May 12, 2013 Posted May 12, 2013 I've had a few involving my ex the last week. It makes the following day quite dreadful. All of a sudden you want to text/call/see them more than anything. At least in my case.
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