jkepler85 Posted May 9, 2013 Posted May 9, 2013 I was dumped by a girl that probably didn't deserve me 3 months ago after 3 years. About 8 weeks of NC/LC after the first few weeks of trying to work it out. I'll be approaching 2 weeks of NC since we randomly bumped into each other when we were out. Honestly, things are great as long as I'm not alone. It's just when I'm alone that I miss her. I know it's insanely dumb too. She did some rotten things to me, but my stupid heart doesn't care. I just want her gone from my thoughts. I don't like it when I'm alone and start to wonder about her, then wonder turns to anxiety and then my mind starts thinking. How can a woman so toxic to me, stick in my head, when there are several sweet, sexy, successful women actively courting me?? I'm just having one of those days I guess. My and her birthday are coming up in a week too. Her birthday is the day before mine, but I have a huge extravaganza scheduled that day, so I should be too busy to think that day. I'm planning to get a couple of my best buds to hang with me the day of my actual birthday. I pray she doesn't contact me. I pray I'll be strong enough not to respond if she does.
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