ajonesman Posted September 25, 2004 Posted September 25, 2004 Hi - this is a page out of my journal. I wanted to share with everyone. It is a letter to my special one... someone I have not met yet. ----------------------------------------------------------- Hello - I do not know your name nor what color your eyes are. I wonder where you are right now and what you are doing. I do hope you are happy. And I look forward to the day we meet. When we can first lock eyes and I can see you smile. You must be beautiful, and have a kind heart. I know I will think so. I want you to know that I love you very much. I want to tell you that the past few months have been hard for me. I and I hope you understand that I have been in love with another woman. I thought that she was you. We were together for about a year until we parted ways in March. She is an amazing woman and very beautiful. She is 5 years older then me. When I was with her I felt as if the world was in color for the first time. She made me feel special, wanted and important. I loved the attention I got from her. She has a son which I also coach on the swim team. I also loved him to. He has a very creative spirit and I also feel very angry that his father does not love him and see the potential in him. I'll be honest with you, I love them both very much and I miss them very much. When she left me I was one of the hardest days of my life. I will be honest with you, I'm not perfect. Some of my actions did not give me pride nor did they show her pride. However I honored her and was always there for her. I do not understand much of why she acted the way she did. And I never will. But that day hurt, even to this day it has resonance in my life. I pray that this is so that I can be stronger for you. As I have endured this, I think of you and the great times we have ahead of us. I wonder what your hopes and dreams are and I want to do my best to support you. I have learned lots from my past relationships. As I said earlier I am not perfect and I will make mistakes and their will probably be times you will be angry with me. But you will also discover a great heart. I will be real with you and love you with my whole being. I want you to hurry, I miss you! I can't wait to start making memories with you.I look forward knowing what your hand feels like in mine, and I want to run my fingers over your cheek. Just watching a movie together on the couch. The truth is I need you. So until we meet please know I wish you the best and know think about you when I look up at the stars. With Love, Your Special One
Papillon Posted October 5, 2004 Posted October 5, 2004 Very poignant. I hope she gets to read it soon.
Anais Posted October 5, 2004 Posted October 5, 2004 Be sure she out there for you. Keep looking and don’t give up! Thanks God there is internet these days.
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