Ronin89 Posted May 8, 2013 Posted May 8, 2013 Okay Im 23 and she is 18. We started dating two weeks before her 16th birthday, so I was 21 and she was 15 (don't judge me). Her whole family, for the exception of her sister, liked me. And the first six months were solid and then she found out about me lookin at webcam porn and just that was were the problems started. We broke up 2 times in our whole 2 year relationship. But we loved each other very intensely. We broke up after our first year because we were fighting, then were together a month later. Then broke up about 4 months later because she went to senior week and she didnt sleep with anyone but did some things with a random guy she met when she was drunk. But I forgave and we got back together. Fast forward to now. We broke up 1/20/2013 and had little contact, but as soon as my mom got sick and needed a hysterectomy she came back. She was tight with my mom and that led to us sleeping together again and acting like a couple. She would always say she was confused and she didnt know what to do. But continued to act like my girlfriend and after the third week she called it off. I heard how, "I love you, I just wanna do me, I want you to have it together, give me to the end of summer and we can see. You are the man I wanna marry I promise" Those words alone killed me. But my best friend of 17 years came to me about a week ago and told me she was dating this guy and in a relationship with him....a month and a half after telling me these things. Then i called her yesterday and she told me she has slept with him and he has his own place....but on the downside a 3 year old son. I felt like dying, I couldn't function, all I did was cry, and be angry. I felt like suicide was my way out. So I called the Suicide Hotline, I called my Therapist, I talked to my mom.....just the thoughts of them together kills me. I have a new girlfriend and she is amazing and has every quality I want. I just still love my ex tho...any help...
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