SugarBerry Posted May 8, 2013 Posted May 8, 2013 I tried making a post before but apparently I got told tl;dr anyway.. to cut it short. My boyfriend and I were in a LDR. We took a weeks break talking, he said he missed me and was glad to have me back, after him telling me he didn't know what he wanted and it was over. So on Friday, we were back together.. on Sunday, things took a turn for the worst, he made an argument out of something and nothing and told me he didn't want to talk which left me gutted and worried that I had totally lost him. He then said we could talk after 9pm UK time, so 9pm came and went... by 10 I sent him a message and said, thanks for the message and he then started going on at me saying he can't be bothered with me anymore and didn't want to talk.. once again I was left feeling even more hurt. I kept trying to talk with him because I knew this was it, it was over. He then talked a little, he told me to go to bed and he would text me.. he promised me it wasn't over and I was his princess but I knew something wasn't right and I started to have a break down. I couldn't sleep and I was worrying like hell. I got back up and onto my computer.. I forgot to say, we both met over a computer game called World of Warcraft 5months ago and we had been inseparable since we met. Anyway, he was talking with this other girl who he just met. Okay fair play. I went back to bed and tried texting him, he just went unanswering of my texts so I tried to sleep and message him in the morning. Still didn't work but I could see him online. Turns out the same day he met this girl, they swapped numbers and were texting on WhatsApp, they added each other on Facebook and sent each other pictures and he told me they are insanely attracted to each other. Oh, and that he couldn't do it anymore. Okay?? I spoke with him on Skype a few hours later and he told me he can't do it anymore and him and this girl who is from the Netherlands (he's from Denmark,I am from the UK) has been texting him all day and she finds him cute and they are inseparable. The part that knocks me sick is, this is exactly what happened when me and him met. He never stopped talking with me and within a day we had swapped numbers and exchanged pictures and within a couple of weeks we were arranging to meet up and that's it we were in love. I had been single for way over 10months and I know the reason I got sucked into him was because he had filled the empty gap I had been feeling for most of the year. We were together for 5months and I don't think a day passed by where we didn't talk or play World of Warcraft together. I don't know how you can do that to somebody? Surely you can't really love somebody just like that? I decided last night I don't want to contact him, so without telling him I am blocked him off Skype - I didn't tell him, I went in silence which I thought was the best way. I can't move on having somebody in my life who has mentally screwed with my head. Good on them if it works out, but surely it will only be another failure relationship? I still care about him, even though he was nothing but horrible to me... I wish I could just switch my emotions off because I know I deserve better than him, I just wish I could believe myself about it more. Also, this girl he is talking with - she told me she doesn't want a distance relationship as she has been through it before. He told me they are just friends but it seems like the exact same scenario as when him and me met.
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