Joexfm Posted May 7, 2013 Posted May 7, 2013 I'm usually not one to really post but I could use some help with this current situation. I'll keep it as short as possible So we start with January of 2012, I've had a small crush on an acquaintance of mine for a very long time. One day when she is home from college, a bunch of us went out for drinks, me and her talked for a while and really hit it off, kissed and scheduled a date for that week. Our first date was awesome so we started dating more soon after. Unfortunately it was cut short because she went back to school and both of us couldn't keep up with the long distance. So we remained friends. We still hung out a lot as friends but soon, I started having feelings for her again, knowing that she didn't feel the same way. Fast forward to September of 2012. We went out for drinks, ended up hooking up but she didn't want me having the wrong ideas. I was upset of course but understood. We didn't see each other for a few weeks but still talked all the time via FB and texts. Fast forward to my birthday last February and she comes out to my celebration. After a few drinks, we get super flirty and end up hooking up again, of course with the same results except I wasn't upset about it. A few other times we would hang out we would be alll flirty and cute but it was never brought up in conversation. Fast forward to last month, we went out for drinks which turned into dinner and ended up hooking up again. At that point she admitted to liking me and enjoying hanging out with me whenever we go out but she doesn't want to take it further because she doesn't want a relationship. Now on my end, I really like this girl. I'm kind of an idiot for it after all this but I accept her for everything that she is. She cracks me up all the time. This is kind of lame but she really makes me happy no matter what. We have a lot planned for this summer. I'm very comfortable with her, have really been patient, and I would really like for this to go somewhere. I've been holding a lot back because I feel like it's not worth it but I don't know. Should I bother and tell her how I feel about all this and pour my heart out or just hold back and deal with it? PS: sorry this is so long. I tried to push a year and a half into this post.
SweetLikeCinnamon Posted May 7, 2013 Posted May 7, 2013 (edited) Sorry, posted in the wrong thread :/ Ignore Edited May 7, 2013 by SweetLikeCinnamon
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