Ex is working at my store today!

[LoveB86]

Wow. So he dumped me for another co worker a month ago. Today, he is working in my department and is trying so hard to look at the computer.

 

He doesn't even look like himself. He looks like he might be getting comfortable in his new relationship, you all know, when you let yourself go. Or he is stressing.

 

Sad because I still am hurt by it after a month. He looks dead to me.

 

He no longer has that arrogant look, he just looks like the "What did I see in him?" As he had nothing to offer in our relationship and I gave gave gave.

 

How can I get thru these days when he is working at my company. It's usually once a week when he works here. Honestly, I feel like he is not himself anymore yet, I feel like I stand out now. Like I got a glow to me.. a glow that is making me appear strong thru this even though inside I don't really feel it.

 

Maybe it's the weight loss that makes me feel pretty good about how I look.

Edited May 7, 2013 by LoveB86

[siankat]

You go girl

[LoveB86]

Thank you.

 

I have down times because of my obsessive thoughts about him in my head, but when he is around my presence, I feel like I appear to look strong and not bothered. Like I don't need to run into the restroom and cry. This feels awkward and good at the same time. It's like a natural ora

 

Hmm weird..

[KPChick000]

Good for you! Stay strong and glowing. He is a cheater and doesn't deserve you.

[LoveB86]

Him and his gf went to lunch and I just happened to drive right infront of her car.

 

It hurt! I am not gonna lie.

 

I don't know how someone can do such a nice person so wrong by cheating and flaunting in their face like you done nothing wrong. He just looks like pure evil. Infact, his relationship with her looks like its for the wrong reasons.

 

Honeymoon phase ... I get it. But it doesn't look pleasant seeing them. I see pure guilt and ashamed hanging over him.

Edited May 7, 2013 by LoveB86