lunar83 Posted May 7, 2013 Posted May 7, 2013 I still can't get over what my "ex" did to me though I see things christal clear. Some part of me feels like I did something wrong, not in a sence that I could have played the last relationship better, but to why I even put myself in to a situation where I don't apretiate myself enough to make my wants met. I am always way to understanding to the point where I feel I,ve been taking advantage off. It could been even him, who would take me diferently, but than again I doubt it, since he doesn't seem to care when he hurts other people and I really want a partner that is better and more matture than this. After all I am looking for someone whom I want to spend my life with. So I decided, I am getting back to my happy self and beyond. Already looked for a support group, with a proffesional psichologist. I will be going for the first time next thurseday. I really want to come down to the bottom of my emotional state and why I always have this reocuring paterns, that are driving me crazy, by now. Hopefully as the time goes by and become more aware of what I am doing and how to handle relationships better, I can finally attract someone who deserves me. Right now I'll take time for myself.
Smokemirrors Posted May 8, 2013 Posted May 8, 2013 You'll be fine. We seem to attract the people we feel we deserve. Believe you deserve better and you'll will find better and be happy
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