ConfusedT Posted May 5, 2013 Posted May 5, 2013 First weekend without him officially and it is so hard. Used to him being next to me all day and all night and now I feel so lonely. He has still not apologized for cheating on me for this time OR the others, for pushing me or for any of the hurtful things he said to me. He has not called me or texted me for anything other than clothes and toiletries and I have not had the heart or the strength to pack up all his items and put them out as of yet. Im pretty sure I will breakdown if I do. I am trying my hardest to be strong but I feel so weak when hes out there being happy and laughing and I'm inside crying and moping. I know it's just a phase, but I don't understand how he can do all these things to me and just walk away but I'm the one sitting here heartbroken, when I should be FURIOUS and just focused on me. Can anyone help me or gone through this and tell me why... bc I can't stand being hurt so upset and down and feeling so alone.....
coaches24 Posted May 5, 2013 Posted May 5, 2013 First weekend without him officially and it is so hard. Used to him being next to me all day and all night and now I feel so lonely. He has still not apologized for cheating on me for this time OR the others, for pushing me or for any of the hurtful things he said to me. He has not called me or texted me for anything other than clothes and toiletries and I have not had the heart or the strength to pack up all his items and put them out as of yet. Im pretty sure I will breakdown if I do. I am trying my hardest to be strong but I feel so weak when hes out there being happy and laughing and I'm inside crying and moping. I know it's just a phase, but I don't understand how he can do all these things to me and just walk away but I'm the one sitting here heartbroken, when I should be FURIOUS and just focused on me. Can anyone help me or gone through this and tell me why... bc I can't stand being hurt so upset and down and feeling so alone..... I doubt I can offer advice that will make things better. Just hang in there and don't be afraid to let your emotions out. I find when stop holding everything in and let it out (even when its breaking down alone at home) I feel better. Understand your not alone and a lot of others are going through the same thing and are feeling just as bad. And in the end you WILL get through this and you WILL be stronger because of. Thats what I keep telling myself when I start feeling bad about my situation with my wife... Which is quite often.
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