HumptyDumpty Posted May 4, 2013 Posted May 4, 2013 Hello LS! I'm posting since well, I'm feeling down, really really down... and I miss my ex He's no good and probably moved on but I still can't switch my feelings of and today, very nice day with my best friend, made me maybe a bit nostalgic? Since December there's no contact from his side, I broke NC once apologizing for being mean in December (since I cut contact)... After the break-up last year march, we stayed friends, I was against it but he initiated contact after 2 weeks of NC and I couldn't resist and thought I could do it! I had hope to get together again but nope, he told me clearly that we won't and that I shouldn't have false hope... that was pretty clear then! We went to the beach, he invited me to a restaurant, even touched me but I refused... well, a bit like when we were dating (but he had lost feelings while we were dating and every minor issue became a big one from my side) In December, the contact was spare, had NC for 3 weeks then but because I hadn't initiated contact and I got mad then saying that we don't have a true friendship and cut it off... In February, my mum was in the emergency ward, i felt so lost and sent a text apologizing and I appreciative true friends... no reply although it has been marked received... Since then NC from both sides even for our birthdays recently. But I'm feeling so down and want to contact him. It's bad, and I wouldn't even know what to say if I were to contact him... but well, guess I'm still too hung on this! Got exams starting Monday and I should be learning but I'm feeling very down (schools not going great since end of 2012 too)
KPChick000 Posted May 4, 2013 Posted May 4, 2013 Stay strong. Do not contact him. I have my weak moments too where I want to contact my ex. But the urge passes. Just know that even if you contact him, it won't change anything. He still doesn't want to try. Good luck in your exams! Try to shift your focus - he is not worth it to affect your studies.
head/heels Posted May 4, 2013 Posted May 4, 2013 oldie, but goodie....Keith Urban 20 Best Break-Up Songs - Beliefnet.com
head/heels Posted May 4, 2013 Posted May 4, 2013 sorry if breakup songs werent what you were looking for! That is how I have spent my Sat. I am now on Journey's "separate ways" and never knew how apropos the lyrics were! wow! I figure I give myself the afternoon to sulk/wallow and turn it around for the PM. I hope you do too!
Author HumptyDumpty Posted May 4, 2013 Author Posted May 4, 2013 Thanks sweeties :') I'm mostly over the BU and normally I don't even dream about contacting him, the distance helped....but yeah, I do have weak points from now & then and I still like him, even now, even with his defaults, even after all this time. Too much for his own good I guess (the song nailed it, thanks head/heels)
lunar83 Posted May 4, 2013 Posted May 4, 2013 We really are in the same boat. I had a few exams I hardly passed, but I made myself do it, becouse a man is not gonna make me fail my life ambitions. Even if it feels hard, you can do it. Accept the pain and work with it instead of trying to escape it. Good luck...
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