miklos Posted May 2, 2013 Posted May 2, 2013 It has been a month since I last contact my ex through text. I still miss him. I just went on his facebook. It angers me that my friends still talk with him or even like his status but i cannot control that. Its weird. what do those that still talk to him feel about me and how do they feel about my ex since they know i was with him. In 18 days, i graduate from college. He will be staying here for summer. i will be going to Spain. I am excited because for two months I will be gone from the area where I am reminded about him all the time. I will possibly be back next semester but he wont. He might stay up here or go back to LA. He will probably go back. His family is there and he has no close friends here. I want to find a boyfriend. i want to cuddle with someone and just come home to someone. Ill find someone after summer. or maybe even until after college. I cannot wait to meet that person. I am disappointed because why did i get on grindr when i was happy. was i really happy. from there my relationship was doom. It was me who ruined it. He cheated on me though. I loved him. and maybe in the future when we are both mature we will become friends. But i also look forward for the day when I am indifferent about him. haha in the future i am going to laugh about this. Heart heal faster. Thank you loveshack for listening
BLS Posted May 2, 2013 Posted May 2, 2013 Bud, my biggest advice to you at this point would be to delete them from facebook. Delete them off ALL social networking sites. Sounds like you have been doing good in general. Keep it up, but take it one step further by eliminating ALL contact with him (including internet stalking) Good luck and enjoy your days
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