Jilly10340 Posted September 24, 2004 Posted September 24, 2004 Well, yeah........but they could've sprinkled some sugar on those words.
kellydontwanttasleep Posted September 24, 2004 Posted September 24, 2004 i love that mohawk it looks mad sexy. you should work the mohawk. start working out, try judo and boxing that will give real self worth
Author zero_pistons Posted September 25, 2004 Author Posted September 25, 2004 lol I do work out, i just have a thin body type....when I turned 18 I weighed 115 lbs now Im 19 and weigh almost 160, and I'm not fat.
Author zero_pistons Posted September 25, 2004 Author Posted September 25, 2004 I started working out when I changed high schools, started getting in a lot of fights, some people at my school were racist rednecks and some were just a**h***s.....sh*t happens.
kellydontwanttasleep Posted September 25, 2004 Posted September 25, 2004 the work out is more for inner strength then a look. you look good
Author zero_pistons Posted September 25, 2004 Author Posted September 25, 2004 The reason for my problem is that I actually was super ugly for my first 4 years of highschool....(yeah I took 5...shyaddap )....I was about 5'2" until Grade 12, had terrible Acne, and Had braces from the second week of grade nine until right before I started my "bonus" year.....I spent all of my money on things trying to get girls to take a second look...I wish I had a picture to show you how freaking bad it was but I don't....It got to the point I didnt even care about getting dressed in the morning because I knew that whatever I wore I couldn't look good....It was a dark time, if it wasn't for my baby (car) something very bad might have happened....dont like thinking about that time as it was a dark time but my self esteem took a huge hit over those first 4 years of high school and its freaking tough to get that back again.
Pookette Posted September 25, 2004 Posted September 25, 2004 My two cents: you're not ugly, not all women want guys who loom over them, shy can be cute, and confidence can be gained. Don't give yourself such a hard time!
Author zero_pistons Posted September 25, 2004 Author Posted September 25, 2004 I guess thats why I got into so damn many fights...before I got lipped off all the time and what the hell is a 115 lb weakling going to do about that....so over the sumer I worked out hardcore, gained almost 30 pounds, grew 6 inches, and got my braces off, acne went away...then I saw the whole bullying thing from a new perspective and didnt like what I saw....A kid in my school tried to commit suicide because he was fat and some guy thought he was cool so he decided it would be nice to make fun...I didn't like that and I (between 145 and 150 at the time) kicked his 180-pound rugby playing ass....geez i got into so many fights and it just got crazy, All the rage that was inside of me from my old highschool just came out and it still happens sometimes....a lot of people didnt like what I was doing....I was doing something completely wrong for all the right reasons, but im not going to try and justify it....so soon things started happening like my car getting keyed, one time someone actually cut my brake lines....I ended up with a really bad reputation and that is not good in such a small town....I got to thinking man theres so much wrong with the world and everything is founded way too strongly on looks, I cant stand it to this day...but since that is the way the world is it seems you have to look good to enjoy life.....you have to admit life is easier for attractive people...so I started worrying waaay too much about how ABSOLUTELY EVERYONE thought about me, and thats what I know i need to stop; I just can't worry so bloody much about it.
Author zero_pistons Posted September 25, 2004 Author Posted September 25, 2004 Originally posted by kellydontwanttasleep the work out is more for inner strength then a look. you look good thx kelly
Author zero_pistons Posted September 26, 2004 Author Posted September 26, 2004 well im going to the Rock (club) in a few hours....wish me luck peeps.......hopefully I can do better tonight...me and stefan had like a 3 hour talk last night and i got some new approaches to try out.
Mary3 Posted September 26, 2004 Posted September 26, 2004 Hey I can tell you I think you are gorgeous ! I do think tho that some women prefer taller men....Now that might be your big dilema. I have dated from 5.6 to 6.5 I do prefer at least 5 . 10 so this could be an area for you that is a problem your height I would just stick to remaining positive....I know short girl friends of mine will go out with at least 5.6 or so... I bet none of this helps but You are Cute !!!
Author zero_pistons Posted September 26, 2004 Author Posted September 26, 2004 thx mary...yeah i hate being short but theres nothing i can do about it so i guess i better stop worrying so damn much....club was fun I guess, talked to some girls for a little while but didnt get any numbers or anything.....heck ill keep trying, im sure theres someone out there...
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