AwptiK Posted April 28, 2013 Posted April 28, 2013 Hey all. It's been a few weeks I believe.. I'd touch up on my breakup history, but the more time that passes, the more I see that those specifics don't matter with any breakup. It's been about 6-7 weeks since it all happened though. I feel....more fine than I ever thought I could be after losing my someone. I think about her a lot, but there's a huge numbness preventing any further pain. It's a nice solace. I've also found lately that I have the MOST vivid dreams. I dream about her a few times a week. It's not about "us", but I have dreams where we casually chat about our lives. I get to hear about her child and school, and all that stuff. It's the weirdest thing ever, and I honestly don't dwell on it. But it sure helps me continue NC. I simply wake up feeling like I just talked to her....all the more reason not to send a text today. I'm getting there, as far as all this goes. I have found that I'm very unhappy at the moment regarding a lot of other aspects in life. I might post about this later...but for now I'm headed back to work. Cheers!
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