mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Posted April 26, 2013 She picked me up when she wanted me; she dropped me 3 years later when she didn't. Totally in her control the entire time. And I just stood there oblivious and smiling like an idiot...
cavalier99 Posted April 26, 2013 Posted April 26, 2013 Id try to do some more positive self talk. Lol Cav
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Author Posted April 26, 2013 I know. I know. Just feelin' loooowwwwww. Played...
SalientPoint Posted April 26, 2013 Posted April 26, 2013 I know. I know. Just feelin' loooowwwwww. Played... Dude, I'm in Norcal right now too. Not to sound creepy and all that, but depending on where you are, if you want to message for support or maybe even tie one on lemme know
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Author Posted April 26, 2013 Dude, I'm in Norcal right now too. Not to sound creepy and all that, but depending on where you are, if you want to message for support or maybe even tie one on lemme know Messaged ya...
Art_Critic Posted April 26, 2013 Posted April 26, 2013 I am a clown So am I.... Don't feel so down... take what you can from those 3 years, do some introspection and give the new improved mtnbiker3000 to the next girl in your life...
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Author Posted April 26, 2013 Have you considered counselling? In it now...
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Author Posted April 26, 2013 So am I.... Don't feel so down... take what you can from those 3 years, do some introspection and give the new improved mtnbiker3000 to the next girl in your life... I know. Just in a funk right now... Hard to stay positive. 1
zendon73 Posted April 26, 2013 Posted April 26, 2013 i'm in the same boat as you can tell from my 4 years down the drain thread I am just trying to cope like you and everyone always says keep busy.. but for some reason that always makes me feel worse 1
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Author Posted April 26, 2013 i'm in the same boat as you can tell from my 4 years down the drain thread I am just trying to cope like you and everyone always says keep busy.. but for some reason that always makes me feel worse Yeah, it's a rough one. This has been an extra bad week for me... I was with my ex for three years and engaged for 18 months. I just feel like I don't even know what happened or how she ever even really felt... Sucks!!!
Am4Real Posted April 26, 2013 Posted April 26, 2013 Do you know anything about the relationship she had before you and her became serious? Yeah, it's a rough one. This has been an extra bad week for me... I was with my ex for three years and engaged for 18 months. I just feel like I don't even know what happened or how she ever even really felt... Sucks!!!
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Author Posted April 26, 2013 What happened MB? Ahhh, well theres is a thread on here somewhere from yesterday I think. But basically had a text dialog with the ex that went south regarding the deposit on our rental house. Was really starting to make some progress with almost 40 days NC. Texting just sent me back and left me feeling that now she just has lost all respect and really doesn't like me any more. I know, who cares? But I took some satisfaction in knowing that she still held me in a positive light... Im sure I will feel better once this passes, but really set me back.
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted April 26, 2013 Author Posted April 26, 2013 Do you know anything about the relationship she had before you and her became serious? Not really. But I know we moved very fast when we got together. Very fast. I think we both were craving a RS badly, and obviously the HS was excellent, so we just went with it... Mistake #1. Next time, slooowwww is the name of the game!!
Coping Vortex Posted April 26, 2013 Posted April 26, 2013 In it now... Join the crowd. Message me too if you want.
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