kaptinkirk1 Posted April 25, 2013 Posted April 25, 2013 Heey all Im looking for some advise as this website has been a great help in the last 6 months! very long story short ..... im from england and my ex is from eastern europe, we had something crazy ... i mean like love you dont find so easy! we had everything in common and it was like we could read each others minds and fully understand each other ...even when we bought each other presents it was like wow how did u know i wanted that! kinda like soul mates! when we first met (over the internet on youtube) I went out there few times to see her and we fell inlove! anywaz our family's would not accept our love so we ran away together haha but in the end things got better .... her family let me move there and I was living in her country and learning her language and culture! our ideas of the future was exactly the same and it was her I wanted to have kids with and live with forever ..... anyways here comes the **** part... last august we had a rough 2 months arguing all the time and fighting because we had no money ... i mean nothing we were poor as and i wanted to give her so much! we became very unhappy and we shouted alot and she stopped touching me and she started going out drinking and telling me she doesn't feel like shes inlove with me etc! and oneday it got bad and i thought **** this **** and I bought a plane tickett home and flew back to england without telling her ... i just left her a ****ty note! (ok my bad) anyways when i got home we argued alot over fb and she was like being a total bitch talking to me like i was dirt .... so i went no contact! i found out she got a new bf 3 weeks later (maybe a rebound I dont know) but i knew it was time for me to move on! I contacted her and said some very nasty things i shouldn't of then she blocked me! I hurt her and she hurt me! we had low contact but its just been nasty and bitchy! sooo here I am ... I found a very well paid job ... I have dated fair few girls and had a great time with my friends ..... Ive tried everything possible to move on .... I still love her alot and no woman has given me the happnies she gave me! I know shes missed me too because ive checked up on her few times but not alot tho because it hurt! but from what i could see she was just as hurt and missing me as much as i missed her! I feel like I should go back for her .... I wanna show her how much she meant to me ... even if i dont get her back because she has this new guy ... but she has no profile pics with him or anything on fb :/ and I seen his pics and she would eat him alive haha i honestly thought she would go for a much better looking guy as she is beautiful, I never thought guys like him where her type! if i had been mature about the situation I could of saved our love! I just want to say sorry atleast without all this drama!
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