my ex's mother called me.

[calgary]

Whilst I was driving last night.. I ignored it. she hasn't called or text since.

 

Maybe it was her a$$ calling me when she sat on her phone right ?

Who will ever know. I would have no reason to speak to her ever again anyway.

 

I have to say, i'm embarrassed to look back at my old threads. to see how pathetic I became over a girl like that. I went off the rails, I turned into such a pathetic slob wasting my life away, I became depressed. Over a girl like that ? why.. I have to ask myself why I let myself get so upset.

 

Life does get better. it's better when people aren't mentioning her every single day to me.. it's better now I've removed any chance of seeing what she's doing from my life..

 

Her friends are really nice to me still. everybody knows she messed me around and seemed to have taken my side over it. she's lost a lot of friends because of the way she behaved.

 

i'm doing really well with work and i'm passing a lot of exams.

lately 3 really hot girls have been showing interest in me.. unfortunately two have boyfriends.. but it just goes to show what people around here are like. I wonder if my ex was flirting with other guys like these girls are with me when I was with her. it wouldn't surprise me in the slightest.

 

kind of just trying to keep to myself though at the moment. It doesn't feel natural to want to kiss another girl or do anything with her.. I've never felt like that before. I think i'm just a little bit more reserved and frightened of getting hurt again so i'm taking things slowly.

 

trying to find myself again.. feel a little bi-polar.. somedays i'm ridiculously high on life and happy.. others i'm flat and down and tired and quiet with people.

 

Just wanted to say thank you to everybody who helped me get through one of the saddest times of my life. I lost a good couple of months of my life.

 

I completely went off of the rails. but i'm back to my usual self again now.

[DavidSoBased]

Glad to hear you're up on your own two feet again.