budley12 Posted April 17, 2013 Posted April 17, 2013 hey everyone! i was dumped by my first love about fifteen months ago now, and it was the hardest time of my life. it was bad, really BAD. anyways, after therapy and moving away to new Zealand for seven months i found a new guy. the new guy and i have been together for awhile now, however i moved back to the states to finish school. i am planning on moving to Australia with this guy in July after i graduate college, however lately all i can think about is my ex. i feel like I'm running away, and i just want to hit a reset button. my ex and i were perfect for each other. i was in contact with my ex the other day, and it seemed he was interested in reconnecting, however hehad now ignored for the past month. we both had this cute innocence about us, but now i see this world as dark and gloomy. my new man really loves me, however i feel like it isn't going to work. i would like it to work, however i just keep missing my ex. i woke up this morning with dreams of my ex and it makes me feel so sad. i guess i am just ranting, but it is still really affecting me after all of this time. any advice round be appreciated. cheers
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