Am4Real Posted April 17, 2013 Posted April 17, 2013 Time goes bye (by) Passing through my eyes Leaving me alone for those upside down umbrella clouds Stand by me Give it all to you I’ve gone to that place that falls from your view Forget our words Headstrong into your passing fate Bury me in that time…that place…where everything goes bye (by). 1
CompleteFailure Posted April 18, 2013 Posted April 18, 2013 Cheer up friend. Hope your day is ending better.
Author Am4Real Posted April 18, 2013 Author Posted April 18, 2013 Thank you for the well wishes. I wrote that in 2007; it seems to apply again as we say good bye and move on letting fate take us both in the directions we are supposed to travel Cheer up friend. Hope your day is ending better.
singme2sleep Posted April 18, 2013 Posted April 18, 2013 I wrote several poems since my breakup, and it's been very therapeutic to me but now that I know he's with someone else...I don't want to re-read them. But getting your feelings out on paper is helpful none the less. Do you write often?
Author Am4Real Posted April 18, 2013 Author Posted April 18, 2013 Not too often, occasionally during times like these. Funny how the words mix and flow and can mean many things to each individual. I'm an amateur and take it as meaningful expression to/for me. The beauty of it can telling a story, albeit an emotional or personal one without spelling out all of the details... I wrote several poems since my breakup, and it's been very therapeutic to me but now that I know he's with someone else...I don't want to re-read them. But getting your feelings out on paper is helpful none the less. Do you write often? 1
CompleteFailure Posted April 18, 2013 Posted April 18, 2013 I've written some stuff predating 2005 and when I read it after the breakup its almost as if I foreshadowed my own fate. Time seems to just be a repetition of events with different packaging.
kickurass Posted April 18, 2013 Posted April 18, 2013 So my boyfriend of 3 years dumped me all of a sudden Just as we were planning marriage in a few months. This guy would care for me more than any husband would..he would call up every hour..he helped me with my office work..he managed all my finance stuff(investments etc) We are from india..where parent's views usually matter. His family had not agreed to this relationship and he knew about this in the first year itself. He was very clear that I am his priority and family would never stop him from being with me. All throughout we knew we would get married..he used to promise me the moon. A week back he went home and his mother threatened suicide fr this relationship. He came back and looked pretty tense last week giving me rather vague and different answers when i asked him about our future together. Yesterday while on my way to office..I got a call from him that his father and brothers are in town. I was told to get down wherever i was cause they wanted to talk to me. When they arrived it was him with 6 of his cousin brothers(big family huh!)..and his father. One of the brothers(the most articulate of the lot) asked me what were our plans..I told what it was to get married like we always knew. He then asked my boyfriend and he said NO!!! I got the shock of my life. he went on giving excuses that I misbehaved with him for past one year giving examples of fights and abuses which I would never remember from his part. He was so manipulative he made me feel guilty. Although just two weeks back we were planning where to settle and our future stuff. He went on almost complaining to his cousin about my behavior. All 6 men looked on as i cried and cried making an ass out of myself. In between they managed to eat breakfast and lunch as well. All this while my boyfriend kept away from me..it was like I was pitted against him and his family. Instead of him giving me support and respect in his family..he treated me like trash. It was his cousin who was supporting me at times!! I got the rudest shock of my life..then we decided to take break for a month..to see if his feelings change. Im sure its just a bull**** way of making me expect.. I still am nt able to understand how a guy who cared so much could possibly change in a week. I hate him now and keep on cursing him..I hope he goes to hell
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