NC Confusion, Out of the blue

[seriously-let-down]

I've had constant contact with my ex wife for nearly 2 weeks. She started it. She says she's confused, but she's not being honest with me, just that she is hurting and says I'm part of that. Its destroying me, as I have had those feelings of love for her return. I feel I'm being led on. I'm trying to have no contact but I'm now finding it hard. Its 6 months since she left me for another, and that relationship hasn't lasted. I just wish she'd leave me alone. I'd love to be back in her arms, and I've told her that. But she just avoids replying to how I feel! Its dragging me back down, yet I was rebuilding my life. Now there's just doubt. I still love this woman after everything she has done. What is going on in her head? I deserve better than this! :(

[cdt76]

What's going on is that she cheated on you and it didn't work out and so now she is lonely and looking for attention and comes knocking on your door to get it. You gave it to her and now she knows you are still on the hook for her. It's simple. She is selfish and doesn't give a rats behind about you. She wants to feel better and needs you on your knees begging for her to return to you, even though SHE CHEATED ON YOU AND YOU DESERVE BETTER!

[seriously-let-down]

CDT76 you are correct, I'm being given the run around, I know I have to stop it. I'm starting now. Thank you, its like a vampire sucking the life out of me. I just dont see the logic in hurting anybody, but she does!