Mysunshine20 Posted April 15, 2013 Posted April 15, 2013 Hey everyone, kinda new to this just need some help and support. Last summer my long term gf who i was getting ready to propose to found out I'd been having an affair with one of my female friends. Hate myself for what I did. I didnt want to be with this woman but got into a mess i didnt know how to get out of. i begged and apologised profusely but my gf ended it. She didn't speak to me for 5 months. I get she was devastated and it killed me knowing i hurt her so much. Near to Christmas we reconciled due to some mutual friends noticing a change in me for the better and basically saying you will know after an initial meet if you ever want to see him again. We met up, i found out she had had a one night stand in the 2nd year of our relationship. This broke my heart to hear but i forgave her and we started dating again. I'd already approached her family and apologised. They told me to stay away. I promised I'd do so again to apologise but was told not to by my gf. She didnt tell her parents she cheated on me but they were telling her how worthless i was and never to see me again. i didnt want her to lie to them about seeing me but she did. Things started looking up, then I wouldn't hear anything. We'd go on a date then I wouldn't hear from her unless I text or called. I then got the rug pulled from underneath me in the new year. She told me she didnt know if she could love me like she once did. Now for a second time I'm heartbroken again and she's erasing my every existence, ie social media. I love her with all my heart and I know a so called male mutual friend has been texting her. This just hurts even more. I just don't know what to do for the best anymore. Heart is breaking as I'm writing this.
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