k1380 Posted April 13, 2013 Posted April 13, 2013 I havent stopped living, but everything I do that should be fun ends up bringing tears to my eyes. Going new places makes me think..he would have liked this or he should be standing beside me. I hate this hold he has over me. I know my friends are sick of me not being the lighthearted person I used to be. Thankfully they are a patient bunch. Just felt like posting..I know I will get better. Just feeling weak today.
richard9 Posted April 13, 2013 Posted April 13, 2013 Sounds like you have some good friends around you. Dont stop trying, I know a lot of the times it feels forced but going out and being around friendd and people is what will get you through this. If you need to you could suggest new things, new places for you and your friends to go, this will help you build new memories and help you move forward. Dont worry it is normal, I couldnt even go shopping without thinking she would love this / that, damn it hurt. But it does get easier.
Author k1380 Posted April 13, 2013 Author Posted April 13, 2013 Gosh I know! I cant even go to the grocery store by my place without remembering how we always went together. Thank you for the support Richard. I know it will get better with time I just wish I could whip time's backside to get it moving faster.
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