richard9 Posted April 13, 2013 Posted April 13, 2013 (edited) Seems summer is nearly here, I thought the warm weather would lift my spirits and make me feel better. Instead I find myself thinking of the summers with my ex, the summer clothes she wore oh man she looked stunning, she would melt my heart when I saw her, that loving look in her eye. The long walks in the woods by the lakeside, the sun shining on her, her soft skin, our playfulness we laughed. Its like a summer haze in my mind of how she was and looked in summer. And now someone else is going to be with her, I wonder if they will look at her as I did? With loving, caring eyes, who would do anything for her. perhaps it is lust and not love. NC has been working wonders this past month I truely never want to see her again and I am still moving forward. I know she is not the girl I knew so I dont care what she does or with whom. Its just the memories that get me everytime, especially with the sun out, we had some amazing summers together, the best summers of my life, I was so in love, and she was sooo beautiful. **** it, time to hit the gym! Will be nice to show off my muscles this summer, least shes given me that! Lol Edited April 13, 2013 by richard9
january2011 Posted April 13, 2013 Posted April 13, 2013 Reclaim it. Make plans so that you'll have some new memories of the summer. It can be very depressing to think that all the best times are behind you. So, give yourself something to look forward to instead. And yes, show off your muscles, hit the beach with some friends and have fun. 1
Author richard9 Posted April 13, 2013 Author Posted April 13, 2013 Reclaim it. Make plans so that you'll have some new memories of the summer. It can be very depressing to think that all the best times are behind you. So, give yourself something to look forward to instead. And yes, show off your muscles, hit the beach with some friends and have fun. Good insights, thank you! yes it is disheartening to think there is nothing to compare in the future. Think i'll do a bit of summer planning! 1
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