R.C Posted April 13, 2013 Posted April 13, 2013 So this is my story, its my first year in varsity, i'm anxious, but so excited to discover new things. I'm in a guys residence, surrounded by three girls residences, talk about being lucky! First week, i meet a ton of girls, get a few numbers, go out clubbing, start really enjoying the vibe. I become friendly with this group of girls, invite them over, they come over and chill with my friends and I. I hook up with one of the girls,(call her girl A) she starts to really fall for me. However im actually interested in the more reserved really cute friend(Girl B). So the one weekend, girl A, leaves out of town for a weekend, i seize the opportunity to pursue Girl B. Turns out, she is really interesting, and i really like her. We kiss, her first kiss. Was so cute. However, her friend(Girl A) then arrives back, discovers about the weekends events, and sends me crazy ass texts messages, she is the leader of the group, and her and her friends ostracize her(Girl B). This then leads girl B informing me that she no longer can see me. That is how it went for awhile, but we maintained contact, and eventually we started dating, after a lot of trouble from girl A and her ex friends... Anyways some of them eventually got over it, and they still maintained on and off friendship with girl B, my girlfriend. After about a month or so, i broke her virginity, we saw each other everyday, and in nearly every lecture...In hindsight a very bad thing. But ill keep that for later. Girl B and I are really hitting things off, however i had baggage from a past relationship, my ex still desperately wanted me back, and i did not have the heart to tell her about my new gf, and i maintained friendship with her. I would sneak off and call my ex when she had emotional troubles, and this really hurt my current gf. I was also flirting with this girl on Facebook, who she found out about, i suppose i was not ready to settle down, but i did not want to lose this amazing sweet cute girl. So after about 4-5 months, i eventually sort my **** out, and focus on my new gf completely.At about the 6 month mark she went through a very traumatic experience, her grandfather, who basically raised her passed away, so this really pushed us closer together. We would spend every night together, most nights she would fall asleep crying on my shoulder. We ended up spending most holidays together, and stayed at her house alone, was amazing, felt like a married couple. This is how things basically went for the next year or so, with some hiccups now and then. But there were other things that really bothered my gf, such as she never really had a father growing up, and her mother has been very promiscuous and is very unstable. The grandfather left nearly everything to my gf, so this caused a huge rift between her and her mom. Night after night she would cry and i would be her emotional support. I got so attached to her. She did not have any other place to stay really so she was basically introduced to my whole family, as she came with me wherever we went. But around the year and 6 month mark everything began to change. She started going out a lot more, i found out she had been looking at one of my friends profiles almost everyday, and had actually told her friend she liked him. Sex stopped, like suddenly, when previously we would have amazing sex nearly everyday, and she can cum multiple times easily, so sex was amazing. So she ended it with me, and i actually broke down in tears in front of her, she told me she just does not love me anymore. So **** i was a mess, but i picked myself up, worked on my looks, my hobbies and my other interests. Things got better for me. There was a holiday coming up, so i decided i would use this time to contact her. I contacted her, asked how she was, she told me i was the only person who cared enough to contact her, so we began talking everyday again. We started having sex again, but it suddenly stopped again, and when i asked her why, she said she has so much else going on in her life, she cant focus on us. So we went our separate ways for about a month, but she came back to me again, and she told me how much she needs me and loves me, and of coarse i was still head over heals for her, everything we had been through together, meant so much to me. We ended up spending the 2 month vacation together, traveled together, sex was amazing again, we bonded again... But as soon as we returned to varsity the same pattern ensued. She started getting distant, pushed me away, was very interested in sex. We ended up breaking up just before our 2 year anniversary, but soon before the holiday again, she contacted me and told me she made a mistake, so we ended up having make up sex, she cried and told me how much she loves me and realizes this now... But we decided it was too soon to get back together, and after a week, she told me she feels overwhelmed once again. And now we are strangers, We don't even greet each other during meal times or in lectures. Any comments are most welcome...I just wanted to share my story.
Author R.C Posted April 14, 2013 Author Posted April 14, 2013 Today im feeling so ****ing angry. I see my ex every God damn day. In first year there was this girl who would gossip about me, and made up a whole bunch of lies about me. Anyways she left, but came back this year. And now her and my ex are all best friends. It hurts me so much that i was the one person protecting and caring about my ex through all her troubles. She does not say anything to me. And if there was one person i did not want her to be friends with, was the girl she is now best friends with. To make matters worse, my ex is highly impressionable and this new friend is pretty wild, so a bad influence in my opinion. Today was just a bad day.
Author R.C Posted April 15, 2013 Author Posted April 15, 2013 So today i was forced into working with my ex during class. I kept it polite and civil. But later that evening she asked me why i am leaving the dining halls so early these days. I didn't know whether to reply or not. I ended up replying, saying i was feeling nausea s. She replied saying i hope you are okay. I said thanks. She then told me my new tattoo is really cool. I replied and told her thanks, i designed it myself, are you okay?. She said that's really cool and she is doing good, and asked me apart from being nausea's am i good? I replied yeah i am thanks, she said that's good. I never replied. Should i not reply next time she sends me a message? or should i stick to limited contact?
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