leonai Posted April 10, 2013 Posted April 10, 2013 me and my ex girlfriend got into a fight and she doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore she completely deleted me out of her life after we were going to try to get back together... the funny part is that after the fight she still had feelings but immediately i apologized for my childish behavior she just changed and deleted our pictures while before i apologized she kept them... we've been really good to each other 5 months after the break up and often kept in contact we even went on dates. the reason for the fight was because of text she sent me saying i did not know what i want i was like a child...i did send mixed messages for 5 months but so did she but she was willing to wait so i replied consumed by anger and told her to go on with her life i'll do the same i even deleted her from my facebook in order to move on..she replied to me a day later explaining herself and telling me how patient she's been with me but i have never seen that she even thanked me and told me one day i will realize she wasn't bad with me(she did kiss another guy while together) so in order to save our friendship because we always loved having each other in our lives though we tried to delete each other many times but couldn't ending up hanging together, so i sent an apology message for my immature behavior thinking she would forgive(though it was both our fault) but that's when she totally changed, she even deleted her favourite picture of us on facebook and kept the others though since the break up they have been hidden from the timeline she has not replied while when i told her to go on with her life she did reply...we've known each other for 3 years been friends for a year and dated for 2years... so i have 2 questions do nice guys really finish last? because she did left her country because of her ex before me who treated her badly and told her he was not in love with her and she still wanted him back but he refused...i apologized for my mistake and bam! feelings turned off..when i was bad with my exes before her they still wanted me even though i hooked them up with some of my friends..though i admit karma caught me by surprise because she changed me and turned me into this nice loving and caring person which i thought was a good thing...but start to think whether i should go back into the old me...i realized most girls do really prefer bad boys i've experienced it and seen it all around me its like actually inside they don't want you show u love them but let them worry and wonder about it. am heartbroken and in pain but am addicted to it it makes me feel sane, i like the feeling and i get adrenalin rush, is this normal?
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