AwptiK Posted April 10, 2013 Posted April 10, 2013 Hey LS, quite a late night for me. I haven't been doing so hot, especially facing insomnia the past few nights. I've at least maintained NC, but I feel like i'm attacked by a new thought or memory every quarter of an hour tonight. On a brighter side, the next few weeks mark a new page in my life. A page that won't have her in it, so I hope that this newness will help me continue my path towards moving on. I'm getting a house with two of my close friends....move in date is 5/1. I intend to make that date, and the weeks leading up to, a benchmark for changes i'd like to undertake. Such things like new hobbies, putting even more effort into the gym, and building my social circle with new people on the other side of town where i'm moving to. At the moment, the pains seem to worsen with time..but I know that's to be expected to an extent. I only find solace in knowing who I am, and who I was to her. I seem to find a reason to write a thread every night or two, but I enjoy getting to look back at my progresses and thoughts. Goodnight LS!
guysmily25 Posted April 10, 2013 Posted April 10, 2013 Hey man, I know what you mean. I'm three months out and I wake up thinking about her. I just got a new job I start next month and an exciting change in my career path, but I am still somehow sad because I know I want to share it with her. Every time I think of her now though, I just tell myself "what good will this thought do you?" As for the sleeping problem, my dear sister bought my a pack of Zzquil. It is Niquil without medicine. Works wonders buddy. Good luck, we will turn that page and write even more exciting things on it! 1
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