tory1012 Posted April 9, 2013 Posted April 9, 2013 So I haven't written anything in this forum for a month or two now. Where was I? About two months ago I was in a bitter war against myself and consumed by emotional turmoil. My ex and I had split up Just shy of 1 year and i was still sleeping with him and attached. Didn't have enough will power detach myself from him emotionally. I have met somebody else now, I'm still not sure whether I want to be with this person. I suppose after having 4 years of being with the same person ( it also was a very turbulent and volatile relationship ) it is very difficult to completely let yourself go. I have had closure with my ex now, he has met somebody else he likes and I thought it was going to really cut me deep, but i'm somewhat relieved that it is over. Finally after 4 years I can move on and really work on myself. Even tho there is a lingering sadness which seems to be constant I am now content with the fact that we will not be together again and it just wasn't meant to be. I am very happy about this because I have been through hell and back with this one. My advice to all who are hurting, try your very hardest to establish no contact from the start because if you don't then you will be like me and suffer for 12 months after your relationship ended! That's 12 months of your life you ain't gettin back. It has taken so many tears, ciggarettes and meaningless sex to get here. But finally I am free!
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