steveT95 Posted April 9, 2013 Posted April 9, 2013 I just feel so miserable today. It is the 9th, which would of marked six months of us been together, it also marks one month until my 18th birthday. I was really looking forward to celebrating it but now I just can't be bothered. I want to be happy and over her so I can enjoy myself. And I know I am the only one that can make that happen but at the moment it is just so hard! I want friends and a girl on my arm, but instead I only have family to celebrate it with, which is lovely, but not as great as it could be. Her and I were going to go to London to celebrate my 18th but she cancelled because she didn't save up for it (cow) and now there are things that I would enjoy if I was in a good mood or if I had someone to do it with but I don't have any friends or anything. Urgh, just sick of feeling so empty and sad and useless.
Damaged23 Posted April 9, 2013 Posted April 9, 2013 Hey! It happens, sadly there's nothing anyone can do to make it better. My birthday is next month as well, and even though, just like you, i have my family to celebrate it with, as well as some friends, it is not the same, but hey, what can we do? Nothing but move on. Some day we won't be feeling this crappy, and trust me, you will have a blast on your birthday, and your next one will be even better!! A year from now you won't remember any of this, and you'll be the happiest you've been. Just take it one day at a time, and little by little things will get better. Be strong, friend, it gets better!! 1
Author steveT95 Posted April 9, 2013 Author Posted April 9, 2013 Thanks, man, that helped quite a bit
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