Author xbabycakes Posted April 11, 2013 Author Posted April 11, 2013 Hi guys, I went to the doctors and she wasn't too helpful she said what im feeling is normal and I should try and get over it but I said id like something to take the edge of it so she prescribed me 10mg of citalopram, I took one a couple of hours after. But last night I had a terrible time, I was an emotional wreck and eventually cried myself to sleep, now this morning I haven't been much better I woke up at 5 am with that awful butterfly's in my stomach feeling, and all nice memorys running through my head of him, I tried to get back to sleep but the nasty butterfly's just wont go :'( And also I got up too pee and a gush of blood came out (Im not due for 2 weeks, but thought maybe this is to do with the antidepressants?) And im just generally feeling very weak & worthless today, as well as for some reason I keep going over memory's of him x
i.am Posted April 11, 2013 Posted April 11, 2013 Hi xbabycake, I totally understand what you're going through. I'm going through that as well. I guess one question we gotta ask ourselves is do you still want this guy as your boyfriend, ur trusted partner? If yes, why (even after what he has done to you)? If no, then you should cut him off and move on with your life. I guess we've lost ourselves while with our partner, that's why we're feeling so miserable. I'm trying, trying to stand up again and get a life of my own. It's hard. But let's keep trying.
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