imconfused101 Posted April 8, 2013 Posted April 8, 2013 sort story: a year ago I was in a relationship with a lot of mess. Until we eventually hit the rock bottom, we broke up with very nasty break up. He dumped me 5 days before my birthday. I was begging, pleading, nagging almost all the bad crazy things that you can think of, you named it. few months after break up, we talked again and eventually hung out, went to see movie, and even celebrate xmas together and we had great time. However, he would get mad went I try to flirt or start touching him. most of the times, he would ignored my text or phone calls. I always be the one that initiated to go out and I kept getting this mixed feeling. eventually, on the night before I had to leave the country for work. I asked him if he wants to started over again. he said no, he told me he still doesnt know what he wants. so, I just politely said ok and walk away home. he never tried to contact me when I was in my trip except on the day that he got robbed. but I didnt respond to the text as I decided to stick with NC and hoping that my long business trip could heal me. It was kinda work until I came back. I stick with my NC and didnt want him know that I came back. he finally found out and texted me if I wanted to celebrate my birthday. I didnt response and he started harassing me. on saturday, I couldnt avoid him anymore as we met at our mutual club. He approached me and tried to talk to me with lots of breadcrumbs but I stayed cool. until today, I broke the NC and I started contacted him. I started being needy again and he eventually didnt answer my text and phone call. It really hurts me that I feel he's selfish and ignorant. only contacted me when he needs something. Yes, most of the time I'm being his problems solver consultant. I still love him so much, he used to be very nice and always available talking to me. now, he's been actively looking for someone new. he told me it's hard, he told me he dated few people but nothing match. what should I do???????????????
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