pruzhinki Posted April 6, 2013 Posted April 6, 2013 (edited) It's been almost 2 months since I start NC. He never contacted me since,neither did I. We have spend 11 months together. The longest relationship for both of us. i thought this could last forever coz I was so happy to have him, he also said I'm his fav person in this world, we are both serious. Until one day he told me he was not happy,he don't know what to do,don't know if its still work. I asked him why he is so unhappy, he said we are so different, he can't give me what I want (he said stability,he is an English teacher in my country), and I can't give him what he need as well, he is energetic and confident guy, completely opposite to me, I'm shy and always being negative. He was so sad the last day we met, he went to his friends and cried out, I tried to convince him to gave us one more try,he refused. Two months pass, I'm still hurt like we just broke up,even worse is I lost my hope to get him back. I cried everyday,can't focus on any other thing. He told me I can met him ever I want, but I know it's meaningless if he don't wanna see me. I feel like a coward, can't told him anything because I'm afraid it would be worse. I feel like he was dead, I can't talk to him, touch him, see him. The one I fell deepest in love was completely disappear. I know I will stick to NC coz I still love him. He was so nice, never said anything terrible to me. He even told me he still loves me, adores me and care about me than anyone else. Why he said that? Is he lying? I don't know what I can do now. I tried to imagine he is dead so I could still miss him and cry. But how can I move on like this? I want to move on but I can't imagine there will be someone better than him, I'm so hopeless sometimes. Edited April 6, 2013 by pruzhinki
WhoreyBull Posted April 6, 2013 Posted April 6, 2013 Meet someone new. If you can't imagine someone better, then your imagination is less creative than reality. If he is saying he loves you but he is not with you... what does that tell you? How does he tell you he still loves you if you aren't contacting him? What country are you from if you don't mind me asking? I did tutoring in Korea... Lots of guys who go overseas to teach english are primarily there to play with the women.
Author pruzhinki Posted April 6, 2013 Author Posted April 6, 2013 (edited) He said he still love me the day we broke up.he said i was really special to him, he don't wanna lose me in his life. and the next day i asked him to meet me because i thought we could figure our problem out.He broke up with me because he thinks there's no future for us, he can't give a stability life I need,and also he was not happy coz we are so different. we never contacted each other since that day. I'm Chinese and he came from uk. He is not a player. our relationship was a serious one. he took me to see his parents when they came to China and he went to my house have dinner with my parents as well. he wanted to share his life with me, maybe he was afraid of made commitment, maybe he just lost interest on me. Edited April 6, 2013 by pruzhinki
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