EnLove Posted April 5, 2013 Posted April 5, 2013 Today I've needed you more then ever, I've been drinking but I need you more than Ever! I just can't deal with the fact that you may be gone forever, I've been lying through my teeth I tell my friends were back together just because I can't deal with the fact that I may have lost you what happened to forever what happened to no matter what what happened to you not being able to live without me I'm crying because the more I try and move forward I know I can't without you you're all I need baby I pray every night that you'll come Back to me I can't do NC because the thought of not taking to you kills my soul even though you don't respond anyway I Can't live this way I need you I love youuu I hope you realize how much and decide to try one more time I know it's my fault And I'm sorry I sware ill make it right just come Back baby
McGriff Posted April 5, 2013 Posted April 5, 2013 Not trying to insensitive, but begging really does sound pathetic. I'm assuming this was posted here instead of to the dumper. Kudos for that.
Author EnLove Posted April 5, 2013 Author Posted April 5, 2013 (edited) To each his own I don't think it sounds pathetic that's what people do when theyre in love and don't want to lose someone especially when the relationship was long term!!! Edited April 5, 2013 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
todreaminblue Posted April 5, 2013 Posted April 5, 2013 (edited) To each his own I don't think it sounds pathetic that's what people do when theyre in love and don't want to lose someone especially when the relationship was long term!!! self expression is not pathetic sending it is another matter because it could make the intended recipient uncomfortable...i write soppy love poetry to get feelings out of my heart on to screen onto paper wherever i want to, i do it...i would never send them..eventually i delete them or throw them away...i keep them for however long i want to, and move on i am not a static person..i do have regret abotu my delete button.it is a shame they are only the single copies...and i have written some good ones not many but maybe a few....they are forgotten now......writers write their pain..i wrote a book once and burnt it.....678 pages..of pure agony to write..watched it tu7rn to ash..do what you have to do ...listen to soppy love songs.....cut back on the drinking......write instead.....one day like me you might decide to keep what you write.........its all progression...hugs ....deb Edited April 5, 2013 by a LoveShack.org Moderator 1
McGriff Posted April 5, 2013 Posted April 5, 2013 Sorry, didn't mean to come off as a jerk. I know you're hurting, and I'm not making light of that at all. It's just as an objective person reading your post and not knowing you or your loved one, it just sounded desperate. It's actually good for me to see, because believe me I've wanted to say similar things to my ex, but thank god I didn't. But sometimes the sadness gets overwhelming, so posting that here, instead of the dumper was a good thing if indeed that's what you did. That's really all I was trying to say... 2
TaraMaiden Posted April 5, 2013 Posted April 5, 2013 I think the term 'jerk' was aimed at her ex..... OP, whatever happens you absolutely have to stop contacting your ex. That is needy, creepy and will only make him madder and push him away even further. You also have to stop drinking, because that actually causes and intensifies depression, it doesn't relieve it or improve it. keep posting here, keep venting, ranting and letting off steam all you want. This is the right place to do it. Not on his 'phone. But you MUST go No Contact. 3
Am4Real Posted April 5, 2013 Posted April 5, 2013 Is this your actual situation, how you are living with the break up, or is this a description of "how you are feeling" only? How long since the break up? What happened? 1
Author EnLove Posted April 7, 2013 Author Posted April 7, 2013 Nooo I didn't send it to HIM everyone and he contacts me tooooo it's not a one way thing and I just feel obligated to reply
na49 Posted April 7, 2013 Posted April 7, 2013 I don't care how in love you are. saying you "can't live without someone" is a bad sign. You obviously watch a lot of movies and have a very Hollywood outlook on love. People who are in love don't beg, people who are in love are usually together.
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