This is how I feel. Community Diary.

[all_cats_rgray]

I now this is not a journal. But I know people use it as one.

 

And I guess I really have to write a page today.

 

And whenever I type something. I want to know how others feel and relate it to myself.

 

I am so wrapped up in my love for my ex. I have no idea that its one sided. Hence why I want to break NC. If I go back in contact I'll learn that he does not want to be with me the way I want.? What do you think ?

 

Why is it a dumpee never believes a dumper? Will the only way I learn my lesson is through constant reject?

Edited April 4, 2013 by all_cats_rgray

[AloneInParadise]

I'm angry. I'm scared. I'm alone. I'm confused. And I'm in love.

[all_cats_rgray]

okay I also have to say. I did everything. I turned myself into anything he wanted. I was a pretzel. No one love's pretzel's I guess. I'll just have to be a bitch with a backbone.

 

 

 

I wish you knocked on my door.

 

How do you feel?

[iouaname]

I'm a little bit sad, and a little bit angry - but not as intensely as before.

 

I'm a little scared and anxious for my future, since I don't know what it holds now that my ex is out of my life. Also a little excited for that, though.