sjbrooks91 Posted April 4, 2013 Posted April 4, 2013 I was driving to the bookstore today, and in the parking lot, I saw a truck that looked just like his. I looked closer, and I saw someone inside. I swear it was him. I'm not 100% certain, but I think it was. The crazy thing is, he is not exactly my ex, for one. Second, the only reason I think he has a truck like that is because I saw him post a picture of his new truck on FB a while back. I hung out with him twice. I fell in love, but I got tired of playing the waiting game with him. He made it clear to me that he was not looking for a relationship at the time. I found someone else, who I am still with, but we have issues because of this guy. I miss him so much, but I am too afraid to tell him. I get anxious everytime I go out in fear that I may run into him, and when it [happened] today, I had a small panic attack. I had to park on the opposite side of the parking lot, and called someone just to calm my nerves. How can one guy cause so much frenzy inside of me like this? Idk how much more of this I can take. I just want to love the boyfriend I have, but I can't get over him =( 1
destroyed4sho Posted April 4, 2013 Posted April 4, 2013 Yikes, 2 dates and you fell in love?? Hmm, I can safely tell you, you are not really in love. Probably infatuated because he seemed like he would be able to fill some type of emotional void within you. You must have some other issues going on. Speak to a counselor about it. 1
Author sjbrooks91 Posted April 4, 2013 Author Posted April 4, 2013 Yikes, 2 dates and you fell in love?? Hmm, I can safely tell you, you are not really in love. Probably infatuated because he seemed like he would be able to fill some type of emotional void within you. You must have some other issues going on. Speak to a counselor about it. I know. I can't believe it happened so fast. I would love to hope you are right. But those 2 dates were in 2011. I have not spoken to him since January of 2012. I tried texting him this past winter, but I got no response. I have a feeling he changed his number. I am definitely infatuated with him, but can infatuation cause me to linger on him for this long? It just doesn't seem normal. You are right though that I should speak with a professional and I think I might. It's just hard to talk about. My heart gets so sensitive when I even think about it. I just felt something so strong with him, and I'm afraid I will never feel that with anyone else. Thank you for taking the time to respond
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