miklos Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 So I had NC for a month but I broke it yesterday and today. Today I am starting again and hopefully I stay in NC for ever!!!!! haha Wish me good luck.
TaraMaiden Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 Yeah, right. Good Luck with that. PS: I don't think you were ready to have your 'last session' with your counsellor. You could do with a while longer. And by 'while', read 'indefinite'......
Author miklos Posted April 3, 2013 Author Posted April 3, 2013 Thanks for the "support"? I would do it longer but I only had 5 free sessions. after that it would be expensive and I am broke. Im going to try to hussle to get more free sessions. but after a while of going I see no point I just see myself repeating the same things. Maybe i should talk about more personal stuff ex. me being gay, not out to family, stepdad molested me, stepdad was deported and i loved him as a father, real father being emotionally absent, raised in religious home where i am oppressed. my ex was first time I felt really loved because of who I am and was first person I didnt have to hide who I was.
Seachelle1 Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 Miklos, you really need counseling. I haven't responded sanely with my ex breaking up with me and I knew it was a wakeup call to go back to counseling. Depending on the school you go to, there should be free counseling available for you. There is often health insurance from going to school as well. There's also a crap load of support groups for LGBT. There's help out there. Please reach out for it, you deserve relief from your pain.
TaraMaiden Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 Thanks for the "support"? I would do it longer but I only had 5 free sessions. after that it would be expensive and I am broke. Im going to try to hussle to get more free sessions. but after a while of going I see no point I just see myself repeating the same things. Maybe i should talk about more personal stuff ex. me being gay, not out to family, stepdad molested me, stepdad was deported and i loved him as a father, real father being emotionally absent, raised in religious home where i am oppressed. my ex was first time I felt really loved because of who I am and was first person I didnt have to hide who I was. Maybe you should....? Jeesh!! YA THINK - ?? The whole point of counselling is to focus on the symptoms to locate the causes! YOU ALREADY HAVE THE CAUSES!! Hussle as much as you can. You're going to need a whole lot more session time to help you through this!
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