SinceYou'veBeenGone Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 (edited) Some days suck. Today is one of them. I went like a month not paying attention to him, (he ended the relationship). Then months later some days are so sad. It's random. I don't obsess like I used to or dwell on it. I've moved on in the general sense but he's always in the back of my mind. I never completely forgot about him, but I did go weeks not letting the issue get to me. Some days I just feel so upset because I just wish things were back to the way they were. I miss that time in my life. I have to re-walk some of the same pathways I did back when it was a happier time and I can't help but reminisce even more. Tonight is just one of those nights I really wish I could be with him or at least talk to him. I hate the rejection of it all. I feel so unwanted. I hate going to sleep alone more than anything. It's the absolute worst. I miss that the most. Sorry had to write this. Feeling down. Edited April 3, 2013 by SinceYou'veBeenGone
lovelifexx Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 I am sorry you are feeling this way. I feel exactly the same. We broke up almost 4.5 months ago. I was starting to feel a lot better, but then yesterday I missed him so much and the pain of it was just like in the first few weeks after the break up. Hopefully, today will be better. I hate the thought that I am still so sad about it, and he probably doesn't think about me at all. It will get better. There will come a day when you don't think of him at all. I was married years ago and have a child together with that ex. For years I was terribly heartbroken. When he met someone else, I had to hear about what was going on in their lives - when she moved in, when she got pregnant, when their baby was born. Since we have a child together I couldn't go no contact. I was convinced that I would be heartbroken forever since I would always know about them. But, eventually I moved on and fell in love with someone else. And today, I couldn't care less. I am actually happy for him and we are good friends. I really never thought that I could feel that way. I wish we could fast forward through the months of recovery over a heartbreak. Im so tired of this, but I just remind myself that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Hang in there.
RiceaRoni Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 Im going through the same emotions as you are, but it does and will eventually get easier for us...we just gotta keep looking ahead because going back isnt an option. Stay strong
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