EnLove Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 I feel like **** point blank period!!! Some days I'm doing a little better then the day before but it still hurts!!!! I'm trying to not say anything else to him because he hasn't been reaching out AT ALL but it's like I cant... I'm longing for him I can't help but think of how he could let all of this that we've built just fade away like this. I don't think he gives 2 ****s about how I'm feeling scratch that I know he doesn't and I'm tired of being weak I just want US back but since he doesn't seem to want that I just want him off of my mind!!!!!! I want to move on in life like a new house a car new job everything I need to start fresh and I think if we can't reconcile I'm done with males for a while.
OwlSoul Posted April 3, 2013 Posted April 3, 2013 From my experience you feel that bad, because you do not know what to do. Either to fight for the relationship, or totally let it go. You need to decide. Once you decide and is full of courage, some kind of miracles start happening around you. With my current BU I was feeling really bad, crying, rised heart rate, not being able to eat or sleep at all. Untill the moment when I decided what am I going to do. I felt good, strong, still hurt, but I was acting according to what my heart and mind were saying. Said a Big Yes to getting back, even the person said he is not in love with me anymore. Followed my intuition, and after 2 weeks of me going along the path I chose he returned back to me, saying he was an idiot, loves me and etc. 1
Author EnLove Posted April 3, 2013 Author Posted April 3, 2013 Thanks @owlsoul you've just given me so much hope you're right I was confused and I didn't know what to do and I do need to make a decision I'm now deciding to live!!!
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