Will. Posted April 1, 2013 Posted April 1, 2013 Ok so 5 months ago I met a girl in a clothes shop. It was an instant attraction. I left and felt gutted, a week later a walked back into the shop she worked in and asked for her number, (yes in front of everyone) she gave it to me and since then we have amazing. I'm 25 and she's 19. At first I though age would be an issue but it wasn't. As I said for 5 months we were solid. Always told me she wanted a house with me etc etc. Now here's where it's gone wrong. She started the pill last Sunday, I noticed a change in her but knew that taking the pill for the first time can affect hormones. She came over mine Wednesday and had a great night if you know what I mean and as we always do, fell asleep hugging each other. She's the only girl I've actually been with who I didn't tell to back of and let me sleep I made a massive mistake on Thursday, she said she was going out and I went funny, I've never done that and have always encourage her to go out in the past. Feeling she was different my insecurity and non thinking male brain got the better of me. We had a massive row and didn't talk. I drove to see her the next day, apologised and told her I'm sorry. She told me that she still wanted to be with me and work it out. It's out first argument ever. On Saturday, she went out with her mum, she's very close to her and her mum told she was talking her out to enjoy herself and she would call me tomorrow. I waited till 4pm today to receive a text ended it. Her excuse was we run before we walked and she just wanted to be a 19year old again and be carefree. I was devastated, I told her the least you could of done is pick the phone. She told me how amazing i am and how much she loves me. I agree not to text her at her request. I ended it with "ok I won't, take care I love x" she replied "I love you too, I'm sorry x" I hate to mention it but its the Facebook thing that I find very strange. She always, always logs on when ever she gets a chance and is always shown active like every hour. Since Saturday she has not been on for 2 days. The only reason I've known her not to is when she spends the day with me. I hate to say it but I think she is with someone hence why she's not logged on, but I know how much she loves me and deep down I don't think she would do that. The thing is now, I'm not going to contact her in anyway. Im not waiting either, I'm a positive person and only look up, I'm keeping my chin high and preparing life without her. All I'm wondering is, could she be genuine that she got cold feet all of a sudden and needs time to calm down or could there actually be someone else? I'm heartbroken but I'm still standing with a confused head!
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