iouaname Posted March 31, 2013 Posted March 31, 2013 My ex and I broke up. No. No, we did not break up. My ex dumped me. My ex and I did not break up, he dumped me. Why did he dump me? To find himself. I was his first relationship and he needed time to be single. No. He dumped me because I'm not what he wants. I don't rock his world. He thinks he's settling and can do better. But he's still calling me from time to time. This means he cares about me and is working up to the point where he realizes it's a mistake. No. He's still calling me because he feels bad about dumping me, or because he's lonely at certain points of the month and I'm familiar. Or maybe he really likes me - as a friend. I'm fun to be around. But he's not making a mistake. He doesn't want to be with me and so dumping me is absolutely the right decision. But he'll be back. He said he wanted a future with me and he just needed time to figure it out. No. "Maybe in the future" is just softening the blow. He's not envisioning a future with me. So what does that mean? HE DOESN'T ENVISION A FUTURE WITH ME. God I have been so delusional. I can't do it to myself anymore though. My ex-boyfriend is just not that into me. 2
cavalier99 Posted March 31, 2013 Posted March 31, 2013 Reality blows sometimes. Fortunately you eventually wont care about any of that. Cav
Author iouaname Posted March 31, 2013 Author Posted March 31, 2013 Honestly, facing the real reality for the first time does not blow. What blows is living in this world clouded by complete delusions.
destroyed4sho Posted March 31, 2013 Posted March 31, 2013 sucks to be the dumpee. not only do you have to deal with heartache but also deal with deciphering and decoding the stupid things they say. exhausting and draining to say the least.
cavalier99 Posted March 31, 2013 Posted March 31, 2013 Honestly, facing the real reality for the first time does not blow. What blows is living in this world clouded by complete delusions. Touché! Cav
Am4Real Posted March 31, 2013 Posted March 31, 2013 This is a rough period - takes so much time to clear the head and let it rule over the heart! ~ Am4Real 2013 (LOL) 1
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