Ex's birthday, struggling in my head and hurting in my heart

[garnettandblack84]

Tomorrow is the ex's birthday, along with easter and the Elite 8. Of course I have been thinking about her a lot. It has been 2 weeks now of NC, she has never responded to me any ways, and I have her and all her friends, family and new BF blocked on facebook. Today I unblocked her just to see her picture, she has everything else set to private so I can't see anything else. I was almost expecting to see a pic up of the new boyfriend, but it's the same picture and I just felt like ****. I remember spending her birthday last year together watching fireworks and having an awesome time. I am going to Utah next Saturday for a month long spiritual retreat, I need to get back on the path of life. I had a job, place, etc with this woman and that was all taken away 2 weeks before I was moving from SC to Florida for her. It has been 2 months now, and it seems like right now is very hard. I have no desire to contact her or wish her happy birthday, I really just wish she was struggling with it more than she is. I have no idea if she is or not, but it feels horrible to be dumped, then ignored, then when you do contact to get a message back from her new BF and not even her. Just venting to y'all and asking for words of support and strength. Have a great weekend. Go blue!

[singme2sleep]

Tomorrow is the ex's birthday, along with easter and the Elite 8. Of course I have been thinking about her a lot. It has been 2 weeks now of NC, she has never responded to me any ways, and I have her and all her friends, family and new BF blocked on facebook. Today I unblocked her just to see her picture, she has everything else set to private so I can't see anything else. I was almost expecting to see a pic up of the new boyfriend, but it's the same picture and I just felt like ****. I remember spending her birthday last year together watching fireworks and having an awesome time. I am going to Utah next Saturday for a month long spiritual retreat, I need to get back on the path of life. I had a job, place, etc with this woman and that was all taken away 2 weeks before I was moving from SC to Florida for her. It has been 2 months now, and it seems like right now is very hard. I have no desire to contact her or wish her happy birthday, I really just wish she was struggling with it more than she is. I have no idea if she is or not, but it feels horrible to be dumped, then ignored, then when you do contact to get a message back from her new BF and not even her. Just venting to y'all and asking for words of support and strength. Have a great weekend. Go blue!

 

My ex's bday is tomorrow too. I'm trying to tell myself its just Easter and focus on that so I can get through the day. Sucks to think that a few months ago I was starting to plan what I'd be getting him as a present. Sigh!

 

Anyway, hang in there...you're not alone.

[Lonleyboy13]

I pepper my girlfriends birthday with her.. Sorry ex. We were together and happy which was only a month ago and she dumped me 2 weeks later least she got a nice present!!

 

I feel for you ! But the best thing that everything keeps telling me is that things will get better

[singme2sleep]

I pepper my girlfriends birthday with her.. Sorry ex. We were together and happy which was only a month ago and she dumped me 2 weeks later least she got a nice present!!

 

I feel for you ! But the best thing that everything keeps telling me is that things will get better

 

Well I'm two months post BU and still waiting for the "better" part lol. But I don't cry everyday anymore so I guess that's progress.